A Cold Night in January (blog 3)

Little Richie has been going through a tough time for the past 10 years actually most of his life. He struggles to hold a job, a girl, friends, and even the family don’t care for his company. It’s not that he’s bad he’s just boring. A hollow Man. He can be so dumb he is barely aware of his own existence. It may be because of his insecurities or self-esteem but whatever it is he is now lonely and depressed a hollow Empty Soul that has dimly-lit eyes. Like a ghost people and life pass through him as if he doesn’t exist. Lost in the abyss of emptiness Richie sinks deeper and deeper away from life. The cold howling wind beckons him to depart his dark and lonely life.
I can’t take it anymore thought Richie, I’ll send her a clever text message… something to break the ice it’s been six months we barely said a word to each other. I’m losing it I can’t keep it together. Kathy you bitch I miss you. No.
I got it ..the song from Hart … Magic Man…perfect line no commitment no deep thought just appeal to her Passion…  you don’t have to love me and let’s get high awhile… that’s it I’ll send it and see how she if she responds .Kathy texted Richie back it’s a cold January night babe… We spent a long time together it’s hard for me too,but you know we tried so many times to make it work it’s time to let it go. Good night love.
Richie reads the message and falls to the ground like a sack of s***. You being a sobbing flop is pathetic to me, Cosimo. Pull yourself together man. Cosimo says to Richie, she’s right you know, time to move on. She’s got more gonads than you. Grow a spine and pick yourself up. I can’t let this happen. Richie there’s so much more to life. The grace and beauty of nature the Machinery the people the animals the plants the untold stories the music dancing. Start living. Don’t be the hunted or prey become the  Predator think like a wolf or a fox bring out your Beast this is needed to get things done take action right or wrong doesn’t quite matter at this time pick yourself up get a better sense of yourself being something is better than being nothing accomplish something. I love you man I want to help you. Richie says Get Out of My Head leave me alone. Cosimos says I can’t we’re stuck with one another. Later I will prove things to you for now just relax pull yourself together trust me.

Throughout the ages Legends have been told of mystical creatures : God’s, monsters, Spirits, superheroes, Angels and Demons– with powers Beyond Mortals yet none of these are creators you and your kind Richie are creators you are a father you are a thinker you have authority in time and space. I do not have many of the things that you have but I can tell you of the legends great stories epic Tales of Gilgamesh the Hebrew Bible The Iliad The Odyssey Beowulf great literature that was inspired by dreamers like you there are Defenders and or adversaries of what is known as the natural order. The natural order to these human Legends involves morals, laws, principles that guide their beliefs to conduct order in their world.

The power is within us all to think dream imagine invent build change or influence and direct our course who is Cosimo where did the story come from who am I why am I telling the story now you need me Richie. Cosimo is within us all Cosimo is thought energy he is all of us and each of us the story comes to us from our hearts and souls what is being told to you from me who is also you and I Cosimo I’m a part of everyone you will relate and come to understand

2 thoughts on “A Cold Night in January (blog 3)”

  1. Wow babe. This is powerful. Touches the fears that live in all of us, but gives hope. Intriguing. Really well done.

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